VOID

I MISS HIM.
THE LESSONS HE TAUGHT ME, THE JOKES HE SHARED WITH ME.

I MISS HIM.
THE COMFORT HE GAVE ME, THE CONFIDENCE HE HAD IN ME.

I MISS HIM.
THE WAY HE MADE ME FEEL SPECIAL. THE WAY HE TOLD ME HIS DARKEST SECRETS.

I MISS HIM.
HIS VOICE. HIS TOUCH.
THE WAY HE'D PROTECT ME FROM PEOPLE WHO PUT ME DOWN... FROM THINGS THAT HURT... FROM MY THOUGHTS AND DOUBTS.
WITH HIM THERE'S CONTENTMENT, PEACE, RESPECT AND LOVE.
WITH HIM, I'M READY TO FACE ANYTHING. WITH HIM, I FEEL POWERFUL.
I DON'T MIND BEING VUNERABLE, HE'LL ACCEPT ME --- STRONG OR WEAK, DUMB OR SMART, RICH OR POOR, FAT OR THIN --- NOTHING MATTERED TO HIM --- NOTHING EXCEPT ME.

WHAT WOULD I TRADE TO GET HIM BACK. WHAT WOULD I HAVE TO DO?